[ Just— He doesn't want anything to be made into a storm if it's nothing, and if it is . . . How can he just say that all of a sudden while in the army. ]
I already told you why I'm not talking to him about it im not some suicidal blockhead
"hey, this might sound crazy but I think I like you a lot. homo, but no homo." im not even making sense and I'm shit at explaining it never liked or cared for relationships or people like that and now this happens
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[ Just— He doesn't want anything to be made into a storm if it's nothing, and if it is . . . How can he just say that all of a sudden while in the army. ]
think I'm starting to like my friend too much
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I WAS ONLY MAKING A JOKE
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take this seriously for five seconds??
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ok so who is this friend and why is it a problem
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he's one of the only solid friends i've had in years why would I fuck that and our focus up
[ what name ]
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i dont understand
maybe its different with boys but
isnt it going to be so much worse keeping it bottled up?
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and I'm talking to you about it now right?
it's weird, im not even gay
[ Or . . . Straight . . . For that matter . . . ]
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i guess talking to SOMEONE about it is better than nothing but i meant talking to HIM...
anyway
i know its weird to be into a guy
i mean even i've had a thing for a guy or two in my time
it's weird yeah but there's nothing wrong with it!
[ is...that really the same thing...? ]
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im not some suicidal blockhead
"hey, this might sound crazy but I think I like you a lot. homo, but no homo."
im not even making sense and I'm shit at explaining it
never liked or cared for relationships or people like that and now this happens
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well okay
[ she...can't relate to why this is a problem...but mostly because she lacks self awareness. ]
i mean if it's just a crush then no big deal right?
just relax and see how you feel in a few weeks
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you know what's even weirder? when it's what you wanted to hear but somehow, it also wasn't. ]
right
listen i'll hit you up about this later
or we can meet up w/e
half of my last message just misfired to his brother
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youre not having a good day huh
well!
chin up
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thanks anyway I guess