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SOLEIL BEAUFORT

Hey! This is Soleil! Leave a message and I'll get back to you lickity split.

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Misfire;

[heiroglyphs]

I don't even know if I'd be a good wife. I'm not exactly domestic.

[sunnymerc]

[ Days later and she is still getting birthday gifts. ]

that so?
i had you pegged for A+ wife material
maybe we can give it a try and see how it works out?

[heiroglyphs]

That was
Not supposed to go to you.

[sunnymerc]

neat

anywho why are you doubting your wifely credentials?

[heiroglyphs]

It's just
My mother texting me, asking when I'm going to get married and give her a grandchild.
Like it's that easy to find love.
And the kids thing can't even really happen.

[sunnymerc]

oh no
i'm sorry :c
theres no way to just make love happen like that
youre awfully young to be thinking of commitments that big too!
she should be considering what you want more than what she wants
like kids
um
idek

[heiroglyphs]

I don't even want to think about kids.
I'm not even 21 for another month what the fuck.
Besides I'm gay and don't even like kids.
So that's double the chance of me not having any.
But I have to because lineage, heritage, progeny blah blah blah

[sunnymerc]

OH oh

well you know science and stuff
I wouldnt rule it out completely
especially by the time youre ready for kids
that gives the scientists a good 20 or 30 years to work on it right?

also adoption

[heiroglyphs]

Maybe I can adopt a second child.
But the first has to be my own.
Father would lose his mind if his company was going to some day go to someone that's not of his blood.

misfire!

[usurpers]

he put his hand on my face and i swear i thought i was going to d

[sunnymerc]

???? d?
whats the d?





oh OH
thats why you havent had a girlfriend.................

[sunnymerc]

theres ways around that!
i cant believe i'm thinking this right now but theres definitely ways
i bet youd be a cute mom too...................

thats really rough tho
my parents would probably be doing the same with me if i werent the middle child...
so i get glossed over
so i dont know what it must feel like but it sounds difficult

[usurpers]

[ frICK ]

ITS NOT
THIS WASNT FOR YOU

[sunnymerc]

yeah i figured


so anyway
whatre you talking about?

[usurpers]

[ mrrrrrr ]

ill only tell you if you keep your mouth shut and give me a hand

[sunnymerc]

um
okay?

do you need bail money

[usurpers]

not this time

[ Just— He doesn't want anything to be made into a storm if it's nothing, and if it is . . . How can he just say that all of a sudden while in the army. ]

think I'm starting to like my friend too much

[sunnymerc]

HOLY CRAP I WAS RIGHT???
I WAS ONLY MAKING A JOKE

[usurpers]

THATS NOT WHY IM SINGLE
take this seriously for five seconds??

[sunnymerc]

jeez I am!
ok so who is this friend and why is it a problem

[usurpers]

because i'm nowhere near relationship material
he's one of the only solid friends i've had in years why would I fuck that and our focus up

[ what name ]

[sunnymerc]

???
i dont understand
maybe its different with boys but

isnt it going to be so much worse keeping it bottled up?

[usurpers]

not if I get over it
and I'm talking to you about it now right?

it's weird, im not even gay

[ Or . . . Straight . . . For that matter . . . ]

[sunnymerc]

huh
i guess talking to SOMEONE about it is better than nothing but i meant talking to HIM...

anyway
i know its weird to be into a guy
i mean even i've had a thing for a guy or two in my time
it's weird yeah but there's nothing wrong with it!

[ is...that really the same thing...? ]

[usurpers]

I already told you why I'm not talking to him about it
im not some suicidal blockhead

"hey, this might sound crazy but I think I like you a lot. homo, but no homo."
im not even making sense and I'm shit at explaining it
never liked or cared for relationships or people like that and now this happens